hiiiiiii

so i know using fb is so much more convenient but i just like this because it can be just me and you and of course your mom would probably know who i am. i miss you and still expect you to come downstairs or something. God is good and i know youre aware of that since youre with Him right now. i have to wonder though, why were His plans for you shorter then it should be? maybe He wanted you to experience eternal life before any of us. i want to understand and maybe one day i will. your dad is such an orator, i almost teared up at his speech again today. so many people are supporting you, God is good. i wish you were here, i'm pretty sure you would have been the mediator between me and your bro when we're having a tiff. i have so much to say to you and i guess i'll be telling you a life story once we see each other right? i've been praying for your brother lately and your family of course. hope youre putting in good words for me to God. btw, i had the worst slurpee the other day and i still owe you one. love ya girl and i'm sorry we never got to get super close, but that will all be compensated when i see you. God is good and although i wish you were here, i know you and God are kickin' it.

until next time...