I just wanted to say that I still miss you Christa and this isn't getting any easier. I visited your family the other day. I went with your mom and Jennie on a walk, and then had dinner with your family. That was really special to me and I'm glad they had me over.Your dad gave me back the bear that I gave you when I visited you in the hospital. I'm going to give that bear hopefully to my children one day as I tell them about how great of a preson you were and how much of an impact you are on my life. The tattoo with your name on it that I got in honor of you is almost completly healed, probably about a week until its done. You would love it, its colorful and girly and low on my arm so everyone can see it. It has almost been an entire month since you left but I still can hardly believe it. Even though this is only my second time writing on this blog I think about you everyday, but you know that already. You know why you're up there so early, but the rest of us don't and from down here it still seems unfair. I love you Christa and I miss you so much.
Jon Cecilio