I miss you Christa :[..we love you

Christa. i still can't get this into my head. We have had so many wonderful memories together. Even though you only played fieldhockey with me freshman year && you were amazing. && i also remember that night when you came over & my mom asked who your math teacher was && you were like "Some lady named Mrs. Bell?" && then my mom was like "Well that's me, its nice to meet you"..Man, you were an amazing girl..&& you lived your life to the fullest. I just really wish we could of gone out to Toyoko One, && to think we had this all planned out for Saturday. Why did this have to happen to one of my friends. Like people say "you don't know what you got until it's gone". Thats definatly true. I can't believe you had so much courage while sruggling with the brain tumor. You still lived your life to the fullest no matter what happened. Your amazing & i have never met someone as brave as you. i love you.Why did this have to happen to us. You are everything to me. I just can't believe it. I still remember your birthday party & how me and Jolynn met && had the best time. You brought two of your friends together (=.. you knew how to make everyone happy. I just can't get this into my head. Girl, i really would give up my life to have you come back into this earth, you deserve it. && this should never of happened to you. I love you and just watch over us and me okay? ... it will not be too much longer until i can see you again in heaven. I love you (=
RIP: CT
-Alina DiFazio